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let's chase the summer and forget the world.

HMM. all the while i wanted to be someone who was more daring, somemore who just goes all out to try to achieve what i want... haha this is random but this whole feeling just comes back again, i really wish i can change to become someone MORE CONFIDENT, and GIVES NO DAMN ABOUT WHAT OTHERS THINK. because, i think i spend a large amount of my life worrying about what others might think of me and trying to live up to everyones expectations. hmm, and i really wish i could be more determined and a stronger person?? i think im really someone who stays and remains in my comfort zone and i just hope i dont rot inside. i want to venture out yet everytime the mere thought of venturing out, doing something scary, will freak me out so badly. i want to be comfortable, but i also want to be bigger than myself. :/

anws, watched green lantern today. not fantastic, hahahah kinda lame in fact especially the front part. the back part less lame but still lame. okay! this week i went to school 3 times to settle some PS stuff or for meetings. its holidays and i havent been back for a month already but I STILL HATE SCHOOL. i think i just hate that place. HAHAHA the feeling is overwhelmingggg. PS meetings and stuff are okay and in fact can be fun cause i meet my friends and cause it isnt school. school ie. like lectures tutorials and mugging for stupid shit exams. last time it used to be like i will feel like working when im mugging cause mugging's so sian! but after any form of work or attachment i will yearn to go back to school cause studying > working life and everything, hence now im a lil surprised (just a lil really, cause i kinda expected it) that after precept i still feel like working >>> studying and i rather go to work instead. i was still harboring a small glimmer of hope that when i go to work or precept i'll dislike it so that i will have the motivation to go back to school and studying, BUT, i guess pharmacy really haunts me, and changed my life. changed in a different way lol. sad yes but true. gosh sigh cant believe i still have 2 years left! I STILL GOTTA FIGHT ONNNNNNNNNN